Yesterday. The day that I had waited for. The day the Bar results would be posted.
Yesterday. The day that was the worst day of my life.
Yesterday. The day that I found out I failed. AGAIN.
Yesterday. The day that all of my friends who took the Bar for the second time with me passed.
Yesterday. The day that I found out that I truly am alone.
Yesterday.
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But you are NOT alone.
I haven't found out my results yet. Another two weeks.
But there are plenty of people I know who are gearing up to suffer through the process again.
You read Legally Fabulous, right?
Hang in there.
Sending you lots of love.
I suppose I should correct myself and say that I mean I am alone where my actual classmates and friends in this state are concerned. I know of other people who are in the bloggy community that have also failed. It just sucks and I have been down.
DeleteI'm so sorry. Thinking of you.
ReplyDeleteI will be ok. Just have to try again.
DeleteOh sister, you are not alone. You aren't.
ReplyDeleteI wish I could give you a giant hug.
I just mean alone in my present friends. The first time it wasn't as bad because I had other friends who failed so I wasn't alone. This time all those friends passed, except for me. It just sucks.
DeleteSorry to hear this. I don't know what your religious views are but there is a verse that helps me through times like this:
ReplyDeleteTrust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; In all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight. - Proverbs 3:5-6
Thank you for the verse. I am a Christian and look to God's word frequently, especially in times like these.
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